Wednesday Wisdom My Journey With Ayahuasca

So here we are my story around working with shamans in the amazon and participating in ayahuasca ceremony’s . At this juncture I want to share where things took a turn, I went for a therapy session in around mid 2019 the incredible lady who worked with me used hypnosis as a modality of healing. When I walked in she quickly put me on her couch as my system was opening very quickly. She guided me to an experience I had as a child and began guiding me through that healing process. When I sat up I thought it was only 15 minutes and 2 hours had gone by. I was so hungry for more that I began working with two amazing individual’s online this was in late 2019, who are based in the states , these guys began dropping in conversation about plant medicine . I had no idea what it was and at first was just curious and then the medicine began calling me as these guys were taking students out to Columbia to do plant medicine that they called Yage . So I booked and we were due to travel in April 2020 … So as you can guess we didn’t go.. Fast forward to 2022 October and we finally traveled. At this point I want to bring to your attention that I had done a lot of inner work and healing on my self. In fact these guys I went with wont take students with them unless they are so far along their journey of healing. I would invite anyone to understand that this medicine is very powerful and you have no idea what you are going to experience plus you are opening your self up to the dark and light energies. Day 1 my first ceremony and the shamanister began inviting the group one by one to take the yage . It was my turn I had my cup full and it tasted ok like liquorice and I thought hmmm not what I had been led to believe what a horrible taste it is. I wasn’t sure what to do so I thought I will just sit and meditate. After a while I began to feel nauseous, we were all in a round hut called a Maloka , I stepped outside into the sacred ground which is a beautiful garden, I thought to purge. I didn’t but as I was kneeling on the floor I felt something rising out of my shoulders it was huge as though my whole back was growing . I went back inside and closed my eyes, my third eye had burst open and I was watching from another place, I could see amazing colours and movement it was incredible.. I had no fear just like wow what is happening. I opened my eyes and went back outside and this time I knew I was going to purge , the wretching came from the depths of my soul. What is interesting is the liquid I had for breakfast and the bile you would have expected didn’t come up just a scattering of tiny white crystals with a small amount of clear liquid. I moved back into the ~Moolka and closed my eyes my third eye was wide open and I was seeing amazing colours and it felt like I was seeing all these realms. Then my left hand felt like a snake and I was listening as this voice was talking to the shamanister. It was then I realised it there was a dragon energy that was blowing around the room. I was watching as this dragon was blowing away bad energy that was holding onto to the people in th group I had arrived with. I then heard the daughter of the shamanister blowing a mouth organ and the sound drew me as she was tapping a staff on the ground. in I was again watching all this going on , but I was in it at the same time. This part was making me feel nauseous again however I followed the lady out into the garden and she was teaching me how to ask for light and joy, give me wisdom I want to receive. I sat back in the moolka and I was in a lotus position and this native american chanting began, it was like I could feel the energy in the whole room and my body was vibrating with the chanting. I was given a round crystal that was a ball and it emitted an amazing light that was working on the others and myself all at the same time. Words began coming out of my mouth talking to the lady that worked with me telling her how I was know beginning to understand . One or two were dating to this voice and the voice gave them messages.. day 2 More medicine was administered and the voice began chanting again, another in the group joined in as well. The voice that was coming through me kept repeating this human doesn’t need medicine . I was then given a wand and instructed to hold it high above my head and in the other hand was a palm fan. The arm with the wand began to feel this energy coming down my arm I was guided around the moolka doing some sort of hand movements again I was watching all this through my third eye. Outside one of the group was in distress and I was taken out side to work with her they put me on the floor with her and I closed my eyes . This dragon began talking to her working on her . She was frightened but it calmed her and was doing some sort of healing that I couldn’t t see. I could see this amazing dragon in a different realm .